argh.. super pissed.
pissed off with everybody.
period. that's all i'm gonna say.

haha.. haven't blogged in a looooooooong time.. oh well.. i don't blog much nowadays.. :| watching the new chinese show now.. with the jeanette aw and tay ping hui.. haha.. i prefer jeanette aw in holland v though.. the blur kind.. in this show i don't find her that good.. heh
ok.. let's list down stuff that's been happening to me lately.. i managed to book my final theory test on 11th may.. so while all of u out there are having ur exams, i'll be sitting for my FTT too!! haha.. yup.. will have to study for it this time.. during the trial test i didn't noe how to do so many.. eek
hmm.. other than that.. yeah.. been hearing alot of things abt some of the kids at the kindergarten.. abt their parents and the problems they face.. there are even two of them whose parents got involved in a "manslaughter" case kinda thing.. so scary.. must be really tough on the two children.. their mum will come to see them during sch hours only.. and their dad's in jail.. so sad..
and yday there was the nicoll highway incident.. and yday night i heard someone committed suicide at the block opposite my workplace.. so sad.. and knowing that someone jumped just the night before nearby, i also felt a little uneasy.. i dunno. it's just the creeps.. heh..
oh well.. i guess all these really reminds me abt my testimony as a christian.. abt being the salt and light of the world.. i think i haven't been an outstanding testimony at work.. hmm.. i don't do anything wrong or what.. but i have had so many opportunities to share with my colleages, but i just don't have the courage to speak out for Jesus. there were times we shared abt religion.. abt terrorists.. on quite a few different occasions, but so far i've just been listening to their views.. sigh.. i need the courage!!! aaaaaaah!!
heh.. so much for that..
well.. another thing is that i've been rushing from place to place the past few weeks.. i find that i don't have much time to myself.. and when i do, i spend it sleeping.. haha.. like a pig.. oh no. .is this what my future working life is gonna be like? i sure hope not..

hmmm.. im starting to realise that i blog abt an average of once a week.. cos ahhhh!! lack of timee.. haha.. oh well.. anyway this wk was a short week.. most of my classes were in the morning though in the afternoons i still spent my time running after squeamish children.. ;) but i guess i really find my love for the kids growing.. yupyup! and though some are REALLY irritating at times.. well, when i think back and i think of these kids, it just brings a smile to my face.. heh
haha.. besides that.. today i mustered up courage to ask my dad to the good friday service tmr.. and noe what? he told me he had to cut his hair!!argh!!!! then i told him that cutting his hair wouldn't even take much of his time and he could do it after the service and he didn't answer.. :| haiz.. oh well
othen than that.. most issues i've been facing have been getting better or chapters of my life have been closed.. haha.. thats' abt it! im so tired i wanna zzzzzzzzzzzzzz NOW!! bryan's coming to stay over btw.. heh.. cos he's following us to church tmr.. hahaha.. so i'll have to sleep in my own room tonight.. sigh!!

anyway.. oh! did i mention that i slept at 820 on friday and woke up the next day? haha.. amazing.. im quite amazed at my.. abilities.. :)

hmmm.. haven't blogged in a long while.. nowadays i hardly have time to come online, let alone blog.. anyway as im blogging now, i'm watching the new chinese show.. heh.. quite okay i guess.. so far! haha
yup.. lots of things have been happening.. some have left me tired, some hurt, some happy, some sad, some excited.. hahaha.. so many different emotions.. all in one week!
yeah.. i shall just mention some of the happy stuff! haha.. like drill com! yeah!! 54th, 17th and 46th coy got a gold!! ahhhhhh!! so happy for the girls! hehehe.. :> anyway i was so proud of them when i saw them marching! haha
hmm.. some of the sad things were the inability to catch up with the '85 army guys and my classmates.. didn't even get a chance to meet up last wk.. except for that short 1 hour at mark's house.. i just went there to say byebye to him.. haha.. hope he's fine in there..
anyway most of the guys have gotten their postings.. yup.. managed to talk abit to josh yday.. haven't spoken to him in a long time cos i was abit pissed at him.. but oh well.. i shall not go into details.. :| work has been normal.. tiring hahahaha..
oh well.. yup.. that's all for now.. *distracted and looking at the television*