argh.. i just drank two glasses of port during dinner.. and now i got a terrible headache!!

decerebrate rigidity the term has been on my mind the whole day.. sheesh. i even dreamt abt it last night! shows how much neuro is getting to me! argh.. but at least one question came out, in the mcq.

argh.. this is so irritating. back in the exam hall this morning i was dying to sleep.. to go home and take a nice long nap.. but now my brain is tired but i can't get to sleep!! :s

hmm.. two papers down.. three more to go. but at least im done with physio.. pharm prac yday was ridiculous, maybe even to the point that it was funny. there was ridiculously not enough time to complete everything.. and the questions asked were ridiculously ridiculous. for lita's part at least. and physio was ok i guess.. except that i made a very big grave mistake. sheesh. but well, i think i tried my best, so will leave everything in God's hands.. was tired, yet relieved when i came out of the room just now.

i think the exams are getting to everyone. i was talking to max just now and told him i was tired but couldn't sleep.. and he sent me a prescription for diazepam. :s *rolls eyes*

anyhow, im glad there were people like peiru and sarah and janice studying with me and talking rubbish with me when we got bored of the books. makes studying for exams more interesting.

the past came back to me today.. not just part of it. everything.
it was..... painful.

by His grace.. it'll never happen again..

heh.. back from church.. just spent the afternoon finishing up my endocrine there.. i'm now in a fasted state, waiting for dinner..

well, can't wait for exams to end and hols to start.. have quite alot of things to do and i plan to start being more intentional with a few people who flashed across my mind today.. :s
this hols shall not be a wasted one!!

happy birthday my dear amandie!!

hmm.. lots to think about.. im in a grouch-ening mood now. particularly cos i always get the scolding. shall not mention what, but yeah. argh..

today was tiring. i dunno how to describe the day without being too obvious. something kinda disturbing which burdened me a little, happened.. and it just struck me that what the other party needed was also God.. and someone to walk alongside him.. the first time i saw him.. something just made me feel it. indescribable. amidst all the indignance about what he did.. we all are human after all.. and struggle with a humongous inflatable balloon called the ego. sigh, what can i do now besides pray? :s pray! haha..

this is bad.. exams are in less than 2 weeks and i haven't been pushing myself hard enough! just had bahasa oral today.. hmm.. think the teacher was quite amused at my dialogue.. cos i was so nervous nothing was coming out of my mouth! and there was this awkward silence............. bleah.
yeah. but thank God i did ok for my recent bahasa test! which upped my morale..

just spent the night watching serial after serial.. from fate twisters to the nkf show.. sigh.. i shall get down to studying after that! for awhile at least. long day tmr.. sending my bro to school.. then going to school.. do qt.. go swimming.. meeting max at biz lib to study and then we have to go for our final ss lecture! ok i need to increase in productivity! from tomorrow till friday! the days shall not be wasted!