*phew* breathes a sigh of relief. my 2 terrorizing papers are over.

i am relieved and i can literally breathe a little easier now, though i still get bouts of difficulty, and i can feel the phlegm down my airways.

i think i seriously need to rest. physically rest. it's scary.. so as of now, i will stop drinking cold water, eating sweets and whatever could possibly constrict my bronchioles.

but i am still relieved. even though they kinda killed me today with the liver question, i am glad my patho and pharmaco papers are finally over.

i shall rest tonight..before i start fending for my remaining three modules. no one shall be allowed to disturb me....

haha, part of me thinks im dead meat for my patho exam.

i dont' know how i got here, but it was probably cos the past week, i've been thinking of 30 chapters of pharmaco, so i've been studying mostly that.. pretty slowly i must say. so when i gradually picked up on patho, i graduallyyyyyy realised there was lots to study. boy, did i freak out today.

but im tired now, with a headache. trying to get somemore stuff in.. just abit at least, so i won't have to finish so much tomorrow. maybe it's the fact that i have to write essays.. i get nervy at the thought of that.

aaaah! -pulls out hair- exam stress has gotten the better of me.

been a week since my last post. it's been a crazy past week, academically very challenging. we all kinda got killed by med chem and pharmaco, more so pharmaco. as i went through my beta-lactam antibiotics notes again today, i started counting the number of mistakes i made during the test. oops. heh..

but i've been pretty distracted. and i seriously need to shape up and study hard for the next 2 weeks.. ESPECIALLY the week leading up to the pharmaco paper, which well, that's next week. haha.

yeah, uni students need to multitask alright. my mind is full of studies, ministry, personal life. and part of me wants to sit back and relax. but that's a definite no-no till mid december after the youth camp, after which nobody shall touch me. (OK i do need to plan for SLR).

"But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness and all these things will be given to you as well."-Matthew 6:33

the house is so quiet now. :( i miss my parents in cameron and the guy who's somewhere around boston.

and i think i've had enough of pharmaco and med chem for awhile. heh.. work-overload.. bleah.

think its a major bout of PMS.

To everyone who's lost someone they love
Long before it was their time
You feel like the days you had were not enough
when you said goodbye

And to all of the people with burdens and pains
Keeping you back from your life
You believe that there's nothing and there is no one
Who can make it right

There is hope for the helpless
Rest for the weary
Love for the broken heart
There is grace and forgiveness
Mercy and healing
He'll meet you wherever you are
Cry out to Jesus, Cry out to Jesus

For the marriage that's struggling just to hang on
They lost all of their faith in love
They've done all they can to make it right again
Still it's not enough

For the ones who can't break the addictions and chains
You try to give up but you come back again
Just remember that you're not alone in your shame
And your suffering

When you're lonely
And it feels like the whole world is falling on you
You just reach out, you just cry out to Jesus
Cry to Jesus

To the widow who struggles with being alone
Wiping the tears from her eyes
For the children around the world without a home
Say a prayer tonight
- "Cry out to Jesus", Third Day

so much has happened over the past few weeks, like never before, but oh well, haven't really blogged about it..

right now im just exhausted. was feeling so tired in school today that i couldn't really concentrate during dfd test. so well, decided to take the night off to rest! :) hmm.. don't really want to gripe and complain here, so i shall leave it as that. much to thank God for, and much to continue praying for as well..