dotty!

phew! CSI:SG is over! and to me, the day went pretty well. :) although at the start, i was slightly discouraged.. but as i sat at fort canning and saw groups come in and out.. and as i saw the people having fun.. some quite shack.. i felt happy! esp when i saw some of the quieter gals like tryphena, fransiska and shen faye opening up and mixing around with the others.. it was really heart warming. and thank God the weather was generally quite good and even in the rain, everyone was still having fun. so ends one day of activity.. and boy, am i shacked out.

sat in front of the tv watching formula one just now.. i haven't watched it in a long time, but today's the qualifying rounds for a very interesting race, the monaco grand prix. the circuit is quite different from the rest of the other circuits all round the world in that it's situated around buildings in the city, so there are quite alot of bends to wind around.. and there's this u-turn like bend. no joke. formula one racing ain't easy. you make one small mistake and it costs u seconds.. make a slightly bigger mistake and there goes your vehicle! kinda reminds me how the world works today. you really aren't given much leeway to make mistakes.. :s but it's also times like these that i'm thankful we have a God who is not only impartial, but loving.. such that He sent His son to die on the cross for us so that we may stand before Him righteous and pure. and many times, i have to remind myself not to take this grace for granted.

yesterday.. i read 1 peter about three times through.. and wow! 1 peter is a powerful book.. totally mind-blowing.. and everytime i read it i just felt this renewed sense of awe of how wonderful Christ is.. and also a sense of guilt cos we as His people are called to be holy.. but so often we fail.. but fail, we must, if not we'll never be able to appreciate God's grace!

uh.. okay i think i'm gonna stop here. feeling incoherent and not in the least spontaneous.