dotty!

i've been feeling very weird these few days. inadequate, in a sense. it's hard to put into words.. i just feel like the more i think i understand something, the more i actually don't. and it leaves me feeling so.. frustrated. i need God to show me....

Show me the way of the cross once again,
Denying myself for the love that I've gained
Everything's You now, everything's changed.
It's time You had my whole life;
You can have it all.

I've given like a beggar but lived like the rich
And crafted myself a more comfortable cross,
Yet what I am called to is deeper than this;
It's time You had my whole life;
You can have it all.

I resolve to give it all,
Some things must die,
Some things must live.
Not "What can I gain?"
But, "What can I give?"
If much is required when much is received
Then You can have my whole life;
Jesus have it all.


ran to mg today. we went inside for awhile. it's changed so much.. everything. i took pictures with my phone.. brought along with me a sense of nostalgia. i really miss that place.